illuminati symbols at work

i found evil signs in the tomra room at walmart. the tom-ra (egyptian sun god) logo itself is a winged disc and the labatt logo has a triple six in it.

email storm

I just got done taking care of massive emails. logan emailed me pictures and tabs. some people responded to my craigslist ad, so there was some transfers there. the leading contact is pictured here. her name is kristin and she has a rat too. I will soon be payed by walmart again and hopefully the bank won't take too much of it. whatever the case, I will withdraw whatever I can in order to not incur any more overdraft fees.

update with pictures

what in the sheast's brown islands are these pictures? my aunt had the doll when she was young and wrote her enemy's name on it, then hung it in a tree. looks like I'm related to the blair witch. lillith was eating and I stuck my camera in her cage. she's warming up to me. she actually walked onto my leg today without being bribed with food. the doorway is from the church on the same street that I live on. I took the picture because it's got illuminati symbolism in it's stained glass. the cross inside the circle that has things coming out the sides represents the pyramid/ufo landing platform. to find out more, go to nibirupedia or letthetruthbeknown. they are the same website. Greg, the metal vocalist came over yesterday and I think we can make music that will cause logan to shit his pants in amazement. I'm listening to greg's fav band, into eternity right now. they mix the melodic stuff that I like with grittier, more death metal elements. I have to go make a you tube video, so blig you later!

trip to guitarland

I went to my cousin, john's place this afternoon. it was like an amusement park for guitar players. he has so many! charvels, jacksons, epiphones, ibanezes, even ones he made himself! being the nice guy that he is, he almost immediately started handing them to me to try out. I fell in love with a white charvel. I don't have to describe this guitar because it is what a charvel is supposed to be. think "shred axe". we played "look what I can do" and watched some music videos. overall, I call it guitar heaven.

some pictures

here's 2 more cell phone pictures. they blurred a little because I have a new phone and it's different from my old one. the cardboard monstrosity is castle ratula or the duct tape roller coaster. the 2 guys are rick and logan. that was taken at rick's practice space which is a barn in hamlin. his blues band is so much fun to jam with. I usually play designated driver on the way there and let them sort out their rides after I leave because they all stay so late. the band is always accompanied by extra people. girlfriends, friends, drunks, poor quality musicians, etc...
I got paid today, so it's zonie night! blig you later

being human: not a curse

work was good today because ken was there and we used the cart pusher lots. things picked up in the afternoon and Ian got there. he's a cart pusher like all the guys outside. my rats are being cool, I've got pictures of both of them that I'm posting. layla is trying to drink my coffee and lillith is trying to get away. I'm craigslisting it up as always. some people responded and I went to the city to pick up some tarot cards. I think the people were trying to rid their home of the evil decks, but I said 2 of them would help and they didn't ask if I wanted all. the black woman who answered the door didn't barely even say hello to me. I set up the 4-tracking machine complete with stereo and speakers in my living room. hopefully this will inspire me to use it more. I'm signing out to play guitar, so blig you later!

discomfort

i'm feeling shitty. all I feel like doing is listening to mental home. I can't even sit or lay down comfortably because my back hurts so bad. it's just that nothing seems to be going right. I did get a job, but it sucks horribly. only makes my back hurt more. and my legs and feet too. yawning hurts too.
I met up with this greg guy today and almost fell asleep at the wheel on my way to and from meeting him. he was voicing concerns about forming a band and writing music. they were valid points, but a more optomistic attitude would have helped.
I'm always engaged against my will. god set me free from my reality.

trying to make everything cool

yeah, I had my second day of training at walmart. I showed up walmart color... but without my name card! diane, the personel woman made me a new one and told me to keep it in the locker that I can't open and has other people's clothes and cookies in it. I finished the computer training though.
the other challenge is lillith, my white and grey rat girl. she is not being nice to me, runs away and bites my fingers when I put them through the cage to her. I gave her treats tonight and tried to make her see that I am cool. she ran into the newspaper and hid. I just sang and played "lillith's embrace" by ancient to her to no avail.
in other news, my new craigslist contact, greg watched my heavy metal guitar video and liked it. we will meet for coffee on sunday to talk about music and who we are.
I am working hard to make good things happen and not dwelling on my corrupt and jaded past. I refuse to go to any annonymous meetings because they violate my beliefs and my idea of what has to happen in order to make my life work well. it's no good to hang out with failures and sit in dungeons when my goals are in the highest towers of success shining in the sunlight of accomplishment in a future world of spreading awesomeness across the land. pardon my melodic power metal phrasing, but that's what I feel inside me. this is accompanied by the darkest of black metal furies forged in the dark smithies of hell and tempered by dragon fire spewed from the mouth of the black dragon of hatred and despair. the most evil demons of the endless pit shit their pants when my evil side shows up. satan weeps when my most abysmal feelings of loss and failure approach. torn in two by my heavy metal analogied emotions, I march forth into the dawn of a new day to try to make really sunglasses and sideways smirk coolness win.
finally, a searh for pictures to really rub my message in!

dress code

I got the job at walmart and they expect me to wear a certain color pants and shirt. brown pants and a blue shirt doesn't hurt, but I feel bad for the goth girl that was in training with me. she wanted her hairstyle, piercings and makeup. they won't even let her wear clear spacers for her many lip piercings. they used the obama brand brainwashing proceedure on us, but we got an hour lunch. it seems like I need to jump through their hoops and then my job will be simple and easy. walmart is so easy to pick on, let's hope it's just as easy to work there.