
I'm at the crossroads and forgot to bring my nocs. oh, shit! if you don't get it, go watch professor brothers. it's good for your head. seriously.
I can almost make out what lies down either path though. here's the deal:
tomorrow at 1pm, I'm going to adecco to be interviewed for being a temp. if full time employees are indentured servants, then a temp is a slave and massa might not even keep them around for very long. the job that I will get if I "succeed" at this is swing shift, meaning a rotating schedule around the clock. I'll start in the morning for a little while, then afternoon, then night. not a pleasant way to treat a human. I will make money at this and if I'm lucky, I'll be able to afford an apartment sometime and work the rest of my life to keep it.
down the other road, I can see construction tools. it hasn't been built yet. I could be the one to build it, to determine it's properties. will it be a rough road? it may start off haphazard and dookish, but it will smooth out nicely once I figure out how to build it right. I'm talking about finding a way to make income without a "slave to the clock" job here, if you haven't figured it out yet.
I'm not talking about some crazy "get rich quick" scheme. logan would be one of the first to accuse me of such things, right after charlie, but that's not it at all. but if it was, I'd be the guy selling the get rich quick scheme and be the only one who actually gets rich from it!
regular jobs make me sick. there's got to be something out there for ME to do in this world. something where I have control over what goes on. I don't function well with orders that are "handed down from above". I always want to know where those instructions came from and what makes the person who initiated them so fucking powerful that they can tell me what to do. what did they do to get there?
the last answer I got was that they own the company. people start businesses all the time and lots (not percentage, but total number) actually work out and make money. who says I shouldn't own the fucking company?
does alex jones work a 9-5 cash-grind into the grave? fuck no! he started out like wikipedia says "He began his career in Austin with a live, call-in format cable access television program." david icke was a sports presenter who used to be an athlete. this wasn't exactly a path to international conspiracy theorist. somehow these guys get paid to talk about what THEY want to talk about.
many other people in the world get paid to do even less than just talk. some get paid to type. some get paid for what they wear, some get paid to convince other people to buy something that doesn't exist in this physical reality! ever heard of a subscription to a website? my point is, there are ways to make money that don't involve going to a job for a set amount of time day in and day out just to squeek by and damage your mental health in the process.
a new quest has begun! this quest has an outcome that can be measured based on what I'm doing and where I'm doing it. next year at this time, if I'm not at work, but I'm getting paid, I am doing an awesome job of whatever I'm doing. I will be posting mostly material to do with this, at least for a little while. kind of a "how to find out how to make money without a job" thing based on personal experience.
LET THE QUEST BEGIN!
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