indoctrinate u

I just watched half of indoctrinate u on yahoo video. I don't think it's named correctly. it was all about racism at universities. not a very broad subject matter compared to the title. during the first half hour, I thought it might just be part of the documentary, but no. it's all of it.
the verdict:
it gets a 2/10 on the wake-up scale. they talk lots about very little information. makes me want to make a documentary though. just because I know I could make a better one.
MY documentary:
being a poor white boy in small town america.
idea for scene:
I walk into the credit union with money to make an account. flashback to my dad telling me to do so. let him spout for a little while about how good an idea it is. flash forward to credit union, I walk up to the teller and am redirected to the other representative. i am asked if I qualify, to which I reply that my dad is a member. flashback to him telling me how great it is. rep tells me my dad is not a member and because I don't go to church or work on main street, I don't qualify. I thank him for his time and leave.
another scene:
I go to every business in town and ask for an application (hair out). most won't even let me apply. applications are filled out and turned in. flash forward to a week or 2 later. I sit in my room with no job, haven't had a single call about any applications.
repeat process with hair under hat. let's see what happens! does the length of my hair determine how well I can do a job? do they employ female members of the workforce with long hair? what's the difference?

it's so boring to live here! I thought I was bored at my place drinking any potions I wanted, that was comparatively fun! i wish i could just jump in the car and go buy some robitussin. i even wish I was freaking out from taking too much of a good thing. better than sitting here trying to find good videos only to be disappointed.

jesse ventura conspiracy theory

I just watched the only episode readily available. I don't know what to think of this show yet.
it seems to me that this should be dis-info, but they covered real facts on the show that ALL the other CT guys talk about. they even had alex jones and david icke! on the other hand, the way that it was presented was like a sugar coated reality tv show. they didn't really go in depth about anything. it was like "ok, alex, david, you've got a minute to spit out a digestable answer to our question. let's go go go!" it cheapens the whole idea to the point where it could be sold at walmart and people watching it say "huh, that's interesting" before they change the channel.
the verdict:
I'll give this show a wake-up score of 4/10. they tried to take something complex and put it into a simple form so the stupid people watching regular a illuminati-vision can try to understand it. it's like a really good restaurant making tv dinners. it might be the same thing, but it comes out like re-heated shite.

lost in america

I'm looking for a girl with a job and a car, and a house... with wifi.
getting a decent job has become as difficult as getting into an ivy league university. everything I apply for turns out to be a spam-bot looking to sell me education online. they don't care if I've looked at their catalog or even WANT to go to their school. they just want to know if it's credit or debit!
Spam-Bot: "what course are you interested in?"
ME: "I don't even know what courses you have!"
SB: "we're going to contact these..."
ME: "please don't!"
SB: "online schools for you. expect a phone call from them today"
ME: "this is a machine, isn't it?"
this is what happened when I applied for a warehouse job! they probably posted a fake ad for the job to lure in people such as myself: no education beyond high school, no money, thinking about going to college but balking at the spam-bot presentation methods, a few years of work experience to REALLY convince you that further indoctrination is necessary. it's all the same!
i don't think I'll ever reply to an online posting ever again. exceptions: craigslist musical instruments (fake ibanez for $95 ain't too bad)
in closing:
DON'T APPLY OR REPLY TO ANYTHING ONLINE! (unless you know there's a human on the other end)

burzum jokes

go find my quiz on facebook called melodic power metal meltdown. my old buddy from craigslist, poop pee would shit a brick. it's all varg vikernes humor. if you don't think that's funny, check out my doctored blackmetal pics.

illness in the family can be a good thing

My mom just got back from the doctor's office. apparently, she has shingles which is the adult re-occurence of chicken pox. the doctor says she has to stay home for 2 weeks.
YAY! the protector of the lazy, defender of the unemployed, guardian against fatherly advice is here for 2 weeks! I can get some real work done on my music now and there's a captive audience.
Tj just called. he was doing a flooring job and got bored waiting for the glue to dry. it's cool to hear from him once in a while. we've known eachother so long it's stupid not to talk to him. he says if he gets all of the jobs he has lined up, he will get an apartment for his girlfriend and himself to move into. he's jamming with shawn now. they have similar musical goals as far as style is concerned, so I wish them luck.
my musical style goals just get weirder. I think it's time so go REALLY soft and REALLY smooth now. my parents will really get a kick out of that. as soon as they get used to it, I'll go back to the count grishnakh album to do minor church organ stuff that sounds like good old Varg teamed up with rusty cooley. that's a good curve ball.

spamming the spam-bot

step 1. post craigslist ad as a spam bot. include graphic detail about how bad you will spam them. names will not match, just moved here, no pictures, etc...
step 2. recieve spam replies to your spambot ad. of course the other spambots can't get enough replies! they may be reptilian illuminati feeding off unrequited love.
step 3. send spam replies to the spambots. complete with fake pictures that I've included here.
step 4. give up. the spambots just reply regardless of what you do. they don't care that you just sent them funny pictures. they just trigger off of digital communication send and recieve loops that auto generate content.

I thought my witty spambot post might dig some real person out of the robotic rubble. methods I've tried on craigslist:

normal: say you're a person. got a job, car, decent age. blend in.
results:0

crazy: tell the truth. no job, live with parents, pet rats, cemetary pictures, the whole 666 yards.
results: 1 girl replied because she saw the cute rat, but couldn't even email a conversation. the other would only text.

spambot: as described above.
results:shitloads of spam. I'm talking a mountain here! no human replies.
total humans contacted: 2
spam responses: infinite
lesson learned: don't touch the singles section of craigslist.

digital drugs!

i heard about this program called idoser on erowid and decided to give it a try. it sounds a lot like the brainwave generator because it does binaural beats with white noise static. I just finished my dxm dose while surfing the internet and emailing logan. now I'm digitally dosing ketamine to try for some synergy as both drugs supposedly have similar effects. I am quite versed in dxm, but have never tried ketamine. I've got the stereo headphones going, but have been surfing, emailing and blogging the whole time. this may reduse the potency. so far I'm just having trouble typing, but that happens ALL the time:) i'll blog again about this if I get any effects, or I'll talk shite about it if nothing happens. either way I'm sure to post something in my classic style.